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stayed at me aunt house for 3 days and 2 nite.. do miss dat house though.. psl bik salmah blanje kiter org.. she pampered us and i like it... ^.^ si A aku tk msg dier, dier tk msg aku at all.. namer jerh we r in a relationship... somehow we r just like friends... i kinda hate his attitude.. but me stil luv him... (i noe its a crush... but i prefer writing love than i still crush u) lol... aku ase mcm idc at all about my friendship with rahayu... life has to go with or without her... thats whats on my mind all e time... she the onli one of me fwens i give my blog at her... haishz... i really do hate her... since adilah told rahyu she was irritating, suke merajuk ahq, i seem to hate her more and more.. thats me reason why me wants to go our separate ways... me dnt want to hurt her anymore... me tk sanggup... there is quite a low possibily that im going to the same school as her... really low chance... haishz... thot we r gonna be my friends forever till death do us apart... but just some stupid matter broke us apart... u know wad A ckp adilah bitch at me! i was like wanting F dier siah! ko saper sak nk maki2 kkwn aku!!! sundal nyer jantan~! fuck u!!!

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hey... todae is the last dae of school... haishz it seems like yesterdae i first step into qiaonan as primary 6...haishz... cnt believe im leaving it... i mesti rindu karipap, bdk kiyut, mashimaro ( well not realli ) , preeya,haziqah , MATHIAS!, hadirah.... and all my other dear friends... haishz been with you for between 6 to 1 years... bye2 all hope u have a wonderful future ahead... now idk if me relationship with A cud last long since we wnt be seeing each other for about 1 month and a half... secondary im not sure if im going to the same school with him... tady after Prize giving ceremony... me and adilah pergi garden coz... adilah kate ader due bdk HOT kt saner.. so we go den suddenly! we saw AMMAR AND SUZAIRI!!! kiter ketawe like hell!!! cnt believe they were hOT!!! LOL! abehtu kiter pegi music room nk mkn nyer psl! we masok amik mkn abehy ddk kt saner skali adilah nmpk besar(enkhmandul) adilah pekik " BESAR! BESAR!" den me nmpk karipap ( fattil ) den me go pekik " KARIPAP! " den we were laughing like hell... idk wad happen to rahayu she becoming emo... i realli admit she is IRRITATING!!! but i dnt understd is why is she so stupid thinking that she is a third person for my friendship with adilah... she says she cnt stop becoz its the way she talk... im going crazy bcoz of this!

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hari ni Sports day... ( for The uppEr primary) ... Aku dpt 2nd place... Haishz... teruk sehy... 6.3 as usual... 1st place... but im happi... nk tau kenape tk?? psl i manage to lawan that NADIAH HANIS and SHAFINAZ! YAY!!! drg kalah... hahax... tadi adilah and rahayu make fun of A... aku pura2 ketawe.. i just couldnt make me laugh... i had to bedek2 laugh cos i dnt wan them to say brg2 yg tk perlu... hmmm... me friends is more important than me boyfriend... Haziqah says if i put my friends above him, break up... Will that satisfy me? or will it satisfy my fwens? aku tau both adilah and rahayu tk uke A... Adilah psl die dat time gaduh nan A... RAhayu... no idea why she hate him... Aku tk tau ahq... pening kepale aku pikir kn ini... wish i didnt had a bf at this young age... im tOO young To experience this stupid things....


aku benci si bdk sundal babi tu!!!! EEEE!!!! i hate her till i die!!! i would nvr ever ever like her!!!! jantan2 yg uke dier bodoh!!! ngok paras muke jerh!!!! Pompan HAti PALING YG TERBUSUK!!!!! tk prnh aku nmpk poMPan yg bUsuk Seperti dier...

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hmm.. smalam aku tk leh write psl umah ramai org tk kn nk kasih abg jab, kakfiza, cik wati, busuman, bususharifah ngOk aper aku tulis kn? smalam A tk dtg...( todae Pon dier tk dtg)... U know aku tau kwn2 aku ume tk uke dier... well aku leh brk nan dier just bcoz of my friends... but thinking isnt this what i have always wanted? what i nid rite now is friends not boyfriends... i dnt realli know A... i dnt understd y i b with him... so stupid... U know rahayu cn be realli irritating at times... SometiMEs i cnt even stand her... she is totally annoying! she was nvr this annoying before... sometimes i hate her... i know she does hate me too at times... i dnt want to tall her this cos i dnt want us to fight... we fight for almost small matters... nowadays me and adilah is okae... we got alot of things to share... we dnt realli fight... i really hate SHAFINAZ, EVA, NADIAH, JOYLN, FAZERAH... they are all annoying freaks and plus that stupid dmn ass hanis! she is a @*#@!? i cn really f*** her face to face if she wants me tOO!!! nk step minah jambu tersesat! kalO jambu sngt tu tkperh ahq!!!! nAdiah poN samer ahq!!!! I know u r so many times prettier than me!!! Aku tau! aku bKn boDoh nah tk tau yg ko cantik okae!!! nmpk org jerh nk jeling!!! aku kalO boleh nk korek jerh mater ko tu!!!! GRRRR!!!! i cnt wait to get out of QIAONAN BCOZ OF THEM!!!! I FIND ALL THE BOYS WHO UKE THAT PPL IS THE MOST STUPID BOYS ON EARTH!!!!

yesterdae was a fun dae with Rahayu and Adilah... Kite plan2 nk gy themepark at last kite ngok wayang... Theme park tutup dh... nk maen basikal adilah kesian angat tk tau maen basikal.. hahax... kite ngok cite MY SISTER'S KEEPER... nIce and Sad story... Adilah cried The moSt In the Cinema... Rahayu hardly sees airmata turun dari mate dier... Before kite ngOk wayang kite amik gmbr!!! well i want to post kt sini tapi aku skrg kt sch dh... mane leh ltk usb cable kn? dats all.. nanti mlm aku tulis lagi...

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GuesS wad! u nvr wiLl believe it! smalam mlm aku txt A and confess to him dat i uke him! and i goT him bck! He's mine agn... but AdilaH and Rahayu DoesnT seEm to AppRove OF him... Im not Quite Happi Dat IM nOw got HIm...I feeL so Weird... mcm seem to regret i ever accepted him... I know I let Ppl Down... For ONce i Just WanNa dO what I want To do... I dnt want PPl To kp oN telLIng Me what To Do in life... HAishz... I do UKe A cume I dnt Tink Dis FeeLing WilL last LOng... Dnt reaLli think So...I bEnci NADIAH HANIS TO THE CORE!!!! i hate her AloT!!! aku TAu ahq kO lawa ah tapi tk yah nk extra kt sini!!!! I hate u!!! i hate u!!!! u Sucks!!! i wish i Cn F*** u Rite FAce To face!! @*@!? I hate u!!! why must u even existed?! u just worsen my life!!! BCoz Of u u made my P6 life so HAlf Worse!!!actuAlly NgOk btol2 ko Ni uglY!!! Dnt tink u r prettY in every sgl angle! u r not!!!! kO nye muke mmg mcm bwg hangus!!! Taik BAcen!!! iDc if u r prettier than me, funnier than me, "smarter" than me, IDC!!! I just DC!!! U r just my damn ass most hated Enemy!!! IM happi enuf than my heart is more purer than youRS!!! i cn confem dat!!!! I m not being prasaan as u!!! bULlSHIT!!!

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I wan to hate u so much! i like u so much for nothing! alL i get was heartbreaks... I hate to be treated like a toy to u... IDC if u like me or not... I wanT to HAte U!!! you're jUSt nothing!!!! Nothing!!! I want to leave Qiaonan asap so dat i cn longer c u... i dnt want u to hurt my heart anymr... why was i so fOolish to let u in my heart?! all i wanted to noe is do u like me or not... i dnt ask much... i just want o know whether im stil in your heart or not... dats all... is it dat hard for u to answer my question...